Hi Gala I am Ok – Really I am! I will not do anything irrational – Trust me! This situation is so very emotionally charged I needed to let my frustrations out. This friend and you guys have been a good way for me to open-up and look at things in a more objective way. From the start I did not want sex to be a part of our relationship. We have previously discussed the timing issue. “I will hold on” in a manner that is responsible to everyone. I am not one who will give up easily. Thanks so much for listening to me express my feelings and your support!