Re: Why Do I not trust her?.....
Do you REALLY think she will "find someone better" or cheat on you? Has she ever done that in the past and/or does she behave flirtaciously around men?
if the above answer is no, no, no, no, then you need to stop. Stop being so insecure, stop interrogating her for stupid things like not calling you on her break.
If she really is as wonderful as you say, then you are probably just feeling a sense of 'this is too good to be true and too good to last'. shut that little voice up. Be confident that she loves you. and enjoy your time together. if she's gorgeous and that's part of your insecurity and wonder what she sees in you or wonder when she'll realize that you're not all that, then shut that little voice up. That little voice is only going to end up sabotaging your relationship. that little voice is the devil and you need to push it out.
(man that sounded a little nutty..)
Nobody can tell you that you will never have problems, or that 15 years from now you won't have a divorce and you all will find other significat others. There is no guarantee about anything in life so why sweat it? Enjoy her and your relationship together and make the best of it. If she was going to cheat or whatever, there is nothing you can do to stop it.
She says she loves you (i'm sure) and she wants to be married to you. she feels comfortable enough to tell you she gets hit on. You're fine. oh, and she probably gets a kick out of seeing your reaction to hearing about other people hitting on you too so be cool. I would personally ask her not to tell me when that happens. not unless she didn't tell the guy to shove off.