Awful, thanks for asking. I too have a very hard time meeting people which makes it much worse. I have all her emails with her cards. I repeat all her emails. That, over a two and a half year period, equals about two inches of paper thick. Think of how thin paper is... Haven't thrown it away yet. The worst is our trip through England, Scotland, Wales, and Paris. I only have two full picture albums full of our travles. Top that Scotto... JK ;). My whole house is her. The thing I have to realize now is everything I do from this point forward is because she is not here. Where as before she was gone, everything I did was because she was here. Tough thing to get used to. I have good days and bad. Today is bad. I feel your pain exactly Scotto.