You know mtnndeww i've read a few of your other posts and i think we'd all agree that you're pretty knowledgable about this stuff so I will defenitely agree with you when you say i am in the lust phase. Because i do lust for her, but not just in a sexual way. I lust to know everything about her, i lust to get inside her head to know what she thinks and what she feels. I lust to make her happy, i lust to make her comfortable. i lust to never leave her wanting anything. most of all i lust to be with her becuase she is really special and i think she deserves me, which i won't say about many people, and i think i deserve her. So maybe this is different from the everyday "i wanna jump your bones" lust i have felt for a few in the past. Maybe it's not? Maybe my thought process is clouded by my memories and daydreams of her?
-car_ramrod