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Might have fallen in love, what to do? *long story*


Sorry its kinda long, alright guys, here goes. I'm 20 and in the military, have been since 17, which is the age i broke up with my last "serious" girlfriend. So for the last 3 or so years i haven't done anything other than kiss a couple girls, cuz i haven't really found any that were dateable, know what i mean? Anyways onto the story; My roommate who i am good friends with invited his girlfriend-ish person out for spring-break and another of his old friends (Mary*) decided to come out with her from where they live in Iowa. We're in Virginia, so I talked to Mary a couple times on the phone and emailed her a little to just establish a friendly rappor so she wouldn't feel as wierd staying in my house and whatnot. I knew from talking to her that she was a pretty cool girl and i just thought we'd become friends ya know, i had no expectations of anything more serious. Well she flew in on the 12th and we promptly got drunk that night and just talked for a long time and passed out on the floor not a thing happened, no hugging or nothing, but i could tell that i was really starting to like this girl. So the next night we all go to a friends house to play cards, and i get pretty hammered, i don't remember leaving his house, but i remember coming home and going up the stairs to bed, and i don't know if Mary was already up there or if she followed me up but the next thing i can remember is that im on top of her in my boxers and her shirt is off and we are doing some serious making-out. and inside I'm like SWEET! during the make-out session i tell her i love her, stupid thing to say yes, but she chalks it up to me being wasted and everything is cool, so then it all gets hazy again and i wake up with her next to me, and she's so beautiful even with super bed-head and crusty eyes and everything, and i kiss her good-morning and then we just cuddled and held each other and stroked each other for hours and i was in heaven, cuz every minute she's here im falling for her more and more. So the same thing happends sunday night and monday night, but we didn;t go any farther than making-out and dry-humping. then tuesday night it kinda gets wierd, she decides she's just going to sleep on the couch and i'm kinda upset but confused more, i figured she kinda got remorseful that she was going to have to leave in a few days and didn't want to get any more attached, and i talked to her about it the following day and thats what it was, and i totally understand that. so she slept on the couch tues wed and thurs night, and left on friday but before she left we kinda just hashed everything out, and i told her sober that i have really strong feelings for her but don't know what to do since she lives in Iowa, and she said that she may not feel quite as strongly for me yet cuz yeah we have only known each other for a week, but she said given the chance we could go really well together. So we just decided to be friends for now and talk on the phone and email and take it one day at a time, no relationship, no expectations just one day to the next. My dilemma is that as crazy as it sounds i think that Mary might be THE ONE. I know that sounds stupid cuz i have only known here for like a week, but i think that when you meet that person you'll know, and i think i met her. so consequently i don't want her to meet some other guy in Iowa and start dating him even though we are just supposed to be friends. And i know myself well enough to know that im going to purposely not meet any girls cuz i'd feel like i would be doing Mary wrong even though we are supposed to just be friends. yeah i'm wierd. but anyways do you guys think im crazy and totally out of line to think that i've met my soulmate at 20yrs old after knowing her for only a week, she's 22 btw incase you were wondering. I was just hoping you guys could offer me some insight on my situation. sorry its so long and thank you in advance
-car_ramrod
 

 
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