I'm constantly making him prove that he loves me and when he doesn't do that to my satisfaction, I get pissy and lash out and start fights. I have low self esteem and need constant reassurance. That's alot of pressure for him especially when he thinks everything is fine in our relationship. But in my warped low self esteem mind it's all wrong. It is me.
Thanks everyone. I just needed some perspective on the matter.
It's hard to remove myself from the situation to think about it rationally when I am as selfish as I am. I guess realizing that is a start.
Thanks again!