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Is it me or him?
Hi. I need advice. I’ve been dating my boyfriend for a little less than a year and a half. During this time, about 4 months into the relationship, I started to get a really bad case of
Acne and have had it ever since. This has been very difficult for me. My self esteem has almost completely vanished. My lack of self esteem seems to put a strain on our relationship. We fight constantly because I don’t think he cares. I don’t know if it’s him or I that’s the problem. Sometimes I think we aren’t compatible.
I wonder if I was dating someone else, if I’d have these same problems. He doesn’t cheat or flirt or anything. Sometimes I just feel he doesn’t care, but is that just because of my lack of self esteem? If my self esteem was normal would I still feel this way and would we still fight so much? I just don’t know.
Sometimes I just want him out of my life for good. But then I’m so sad without him and I love him so much I always apologize and we reconcile. He really is a nice guy.
I just don’t know. He says he doesn’t notice the acne, but come on! How could you not? Sometimes I’d just like to not worry about all this junk. I just want to be happy, but it seems that he causes me nothing but grief. Or is it me? Thanks.