Thank you. About a month before I wrote the poem, I had a dream. I don't know what it was about or remember anything of it, the only thing I remember is that my brother smiled. So, I think that might be the last of the dreams and there is probably nothing more for me to be concerned about, except knowing people that have brothers. I probably only have a sentimental reason for wanting to be exposed to Matt's experience, but I also think it will help. You both have been through your experiences also, so you know that sorrow is the teacher of wisdom, and wisdom is not only peace, but the prerequisite of compassionate love (healing). You are the spirit of Curezone. Thanks for your replies.