Keep the faith. Do you know about this guy, Tim Bolen, health freedom advocate. He has done much work for people in your position. Also steered people in the right direction. I can't explain it all, what he does, but check out his Web sites. I met him at the Rife Conference in Seattle in 2003. http://www.quackbusters.orghttp://www.bolenreport.net/ Take care and hang in there!