for Wren, my apologies.

I messed up. (the devil made me do it) ;-)

Please go back and look--my negative comments are 'gone'. (as I always intended them to be--I naively thought I'd get a quick response from the webmaster, and then delete/edit my comments. . However, I was gone all day. Probably asked my question at the wrong place, who knows. It's hard to think straight on so little sleep.

You are right, I inadvertantly did EXACTLY what I didn't intend to do. And the stupid part is I'm losing sleep over being scolded for it. I made a copy of your 'scolding', if you would be so kind as to erase it now? I will edit/erase this to you as soon as I know you have seen it.

If you have never been depressed, or suicidal, you might consider the last thing that person needs is FEAR. I've been there, done that. Regardless of the fact it was drug (legal) induced(Zoloft=manic cycle=insomnia=psychosis) I know what it is like to be sure there are devils lurking everywhere. And it plays into their hands to be FEARFUL. I certainly believe in entities, I just happen to know, that although they don't possess me, they certainly can harrass me.

If Andreas had read my post a little more carefully, or if I had expressed myself better, I'm sure he had some wisdom I needed. He missed the main point, I'm NOT depressed right now, and I'm NOT sleeping. No doubt when I am in deep depression, the entities have a hayday. In my 'well' state, I wouldn't even consider suicide. In my depressed state, looking at it from this vantage point,I'm sure some of the thoughts that come into my mind had a little help getting there.

I repeat--he WAS wrong,I was disappointed, but if there is something to learn from his book, I will find it. In fact, someone just posted a question about sleep difficutlies--maybe the answer will be there. I do sometimes wonder if I have a contribution to make in this life, and if "entities" are trying to trip me up to make sure I don't make it. Right now, I am so grateful to WANT to be alive, and I'm being distracted by contention. go figure. I should be sleeping.

My hope was that not many people come to this forum--it took me a while to find it.
I imagine there is no permanant damage done, other than I've managed to offend while trying not to.
pj

I'll be editing this as well. If I could have emailed this to you, I wouldn't have posted it.

PSS: I am now functioning on 3 hours sleep, so if I sound a little snippy, cut me some slack.



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