Everyone in life has special challenges. There will be times when you start to feel a little sorry for yourself because there's a lot of clueless people out there that don't care about love or common sense, so they won't understand you (some are jealous that they don't have your courage to be themselves). Keep in mind however, that your challenges are probably not as tough as people in wheelchairs, the blind,people with cancers or illness and such. So be thankful for your health and the strength and courage to face this challenge (putting up with ignorant people). Life is not suppose to be easy for anyone, but most things that make you happy takes effort and sacrifice.