I can't tell who I'm in love with
I was in a relationship for about 10 years, off and on, with my best friend "Sharon", we have gone through alot. I love her, she has been there for me, about 3 years ago I met a girl "lilly", and fell completly in love with Lilly. I told Sharon and she was heart broken, but we remain friends.
It's been hard these last 3 years because i remain friends with Sharon and Lilly hates it, the problem is Lilly has a very bad temper, and has things about her I don't like, she is very Star struck,smokes marijuana, Sharon is unique and loves me dearly.I broke up our friendship because Lilly threaten to leave me.
I have feelings for both of them, and I know Sharon is the ideal wife, I always feel Lilly is cheating on me, and in the relationship with her, I don't feel secure. Now I am not tied down to both of them before i get my head chopped off, but I love them both very much. I just don't know which I truly love and I'm so confused that it's making very depressed. I'm in love with lilly, but I don't feel Lilly loves me back the way Sharon does, and I do love sharon very much we get along so well, and we never fight...But my heart truly is there for lilly and I love her like no tomarrow, but just we fight so much and our values are different, lilly always disapoints me. please someone help me.