Re: I can't take this anymore.

Hi I take it your name is MIKE?

Mike,
I know how you feel. I have always been a VERY strong person.
Last Sept I had it with being ill all the time and fighting with candida for so long I couldnt get rid of it.

Along with viruses and spirokette bacteria I felt hopeless and just worn out.
I have always wanted to live and never to die it actually gave me anxiety to think about dieing.

Well, I was so depressed and tired of being tired and sick all the time I too was starting to give up.

My poor husband would say you NEVER feel good your ALWAYS sick. That made me feel worse because He desired to have a healthy wife and I knew I was costing him alot of money on endless and usless products and Doctor visits.

I actually found myself crying out to GOD that if I was going to be sick my last 40 yrs I was ready for him to take me home.

It saddened me when I would think about my 2 grandbabies that I didnt feel good enough to spend quailty time with them and the years my kids where robbed from me ALWAYS feeling so poorly!

I knew the spirit of death had come over me and once I realized this I was prayed for and had this broken off me. I was on alot of prayer lists. I was pretty depressed which is also a very powerful spirit. (depression)

I know how you feel it really sucks being ill and its hard on our loved ones. Not to mention people start thinking we are sick in the head and not the body!

As I said I had many praying for me which I feel was one of the biggest things that got me through that rough time. I had some real let downs in my life and much stress.

I can look back now and I can see that the journy I was on was for a purpose because of what I went through I am able to share and help others. Dont get me wrong I wish I didnt have to go through all of that but it brought me spiritually closer to my Lord God and really made me realize what is important in life and what is not. I know this was all in God's hand's and I am trying hard to lean on him 1st instead of last.

Please Dont give up just when I was really down and out without any hope. I was surfing the internet one night and found Threelac. I knew about the Hydroxygen I had tried it before but didnt really know anything about it. Well I ran into my local health food in the morning and ask if they heard of Threelac.
Guess what?

Some of them where on it and the one lady I knew had candida for 18 yrs and tried everything under the sun working at the health food store was finishing her 3rd can and was testng she had ellimenated her overgrowth. She hadnt felt so good in years.

I was so excited I ran home called the company and placed an order and the rest is history. I am now candida overgrowth free. The moral of this story is not to go out and buy Threelac and hydroxygen I am not trying to sell you a product the point I am trying to make is just when you think you can't go on another day your cure your healing it maybe just around the next corner.

I do really understnad how you feel and what you say about being a man and not being able to provide. This must be very hard on you.

It is really tough having this as a women also. You have many that depend on you housework,laundry,dishes,dinner,sports,
practices, bills to pay,I could go on and on. Its very hard on both male and females.

I know you are really upset with God right now but he does LOVE you and care about you.
Its in these times of hardship that end up making us who we are. It definds us and strenghtens us even though at the time we do not see it that way.

I know this may not make you feel any better but I want you to know that there are many who feel the sameway you do.

If your girlfriend never returns then she wasnt the one God had planned for you to share your life with.

I truly feel because you say that you have been making progress latly that you need to get that inter drive going again and speak positive words and have positive thoughts going trough your head and hang in there.
This is a great a forum and I speak for many here that we will try to help you and encourage you as much as we can.

You say you cant talk to family about this just come here and sound off. We all understand and have been there ourselves.

I will keep you in my prayers and thoughts,
God Bless you! Raider Tweet