Well, I can't answer for that person but I can tell you I SURE DO feel that way too. As long as I'm used here to help in some small way and I can enjoy those sweet things you spoke of, I'm ok. If the day comes when all that changes, I am more than ready to walk away (or out). There is indeed still hope out there and for now I wish to be a part of it. I know of a more Glorious Place with all that I could ever possibly dream of. I'd like to be back there so many times but I can not be selfish. I mean afterall, 'twas I who stepped forward on this journey and volunteered. I chose to be chosen. Heavens girl.