Alhough a child I somehow knew I wanted to be chosen. Now the problem was that time and life situations along with getting older, took away the impact that my first Spiritual Awakening had given me. I did make sure to "keep God on the back burner", how silly that was. As I work toward giving you all my experience (as much as possible through limited words) you will begin to see that "You are Chosen because you Choose to be Chosen", has become an intricate part of my life experience.
A question for you Rudenski: Is it as difficult (at times when working with people) for you as it is for me to be "Not a human being trying to be Spiritual but a Spiritual Being trying to be human?"
More soon, I promise.