Hi, Congratulations! I'm also very impressed that you made it through with no medication, especially for the first and such a long labor that is a big accomplishment! I wonder if the meconium and his fussiness are related in some way... Just a thought. Anyway be sure to find a pediatrician right away that will accept calls all hours of the day. YOu will need it just for peace of mind. The breast feeding will get easier they do nurse lots and lots in the beginning...he is working on getting your supply going so nurse as much as he demands. Take is easy and rest as much as possible. It's very hard in the beginning but it does get easier and fun I promise. Good luck. Mary