Please do not feel that way. I'm a male, and I admire your strenght for waiting until you get married. I think most guys would agree with me in that we would not mind teaching or learning about sex with someone we love. I honestly think that being a virgen for both, has to be the best, because then you know that you're the first at everything.... I know it's not always possible, but I think it's the best. If you're O.K. with your boyfriend's past, then try not to think that he's comparing you because we're all different in so many ways..... It's a good thing that he's respecting your wish and I hope you keep that promise with yourself. Your should be proud of being strong. Don't ever let others make you feel bad, on the contrary, you should feel good because you're not rsiking your health with venereal diseases or unwanted pregnancy. Chin up....