Your posts sound a little too good to be true for me. Aren't you the same person who was having those issues about being someone's girlfriend and cheating on your mate?
I just don't like pretentiousness. If the sex and relationship was ooohhh soooo beauuttiful as you say, then why are you messing around?
I'm sorry I just had to say that because I know for a fact that women can exaggerate the truth when it comes to sex and relationships.
If it sounds too good to be true it probably isn't.