Indeed i am on an antidepressant, but i can't just drop it, i'm bipolar and my brain goes into terrible stats of cycling several times a day, very frightening. So i'll have to deal w/ that. And wow am i sad. I'm on my way to do the docs right now, i know he'll say it's not that bad, but i've had this for a long time, and i know it's pretty serious. Here's hoping. THanks for your help, ttys. : )