"I know finding harmony in life is important but my attempting to get my health back has resulted in all hell breaking loose.
I can tell you this.....they are very related. It is very much the same jounrey. Getting coherent is what it's all about at every level and they are connected to each other. Hell breaking loose is great. It means change is manifesting. Fitting into a lesser mold is limiting to the spiritual/human potential. Shaking up your belief systems so that only the pure essential stuff is left and that it bonds with your true life purpose is what healing is all about at the very core. We create our realities from within to without...not the other way around. Most people do the exact opposite and thus live a life based on fractured, haphazard and incongruent belief systems. Is it any wonder they manifest dis ease. It is all connected.
Following why you have lyme is an education of the highest power and order. Once you have that answer you will be forever changed and you will see this manifestation as a blessing that has stripped away many veils of illusion.
Their is also a collective energy (combined intent) of "all of us" (fractured self) at play here too.
I will say this...the current lyme was bio engineered. Let me just drop that into your view and see where it takes you on your journey of empowerment.