Your questions are legitimate, but your manner of asking is not.
Firstly STOP SHOUTING!
> nothing but contradictions
Secondly contradictions are for *you* to sort out. If I say one thing, and someone else says the opposite - it is up to you to determine where the truth lies. It is called thinking. No one is asking you to give up your own intellectual autonomy. You are responsible for your own thinking. Not me.