So, I haven't read through the posts but...it sounds to me like your unconscious self is sending you the message: those thoughts have got to go! (or something like that) You think you can ignore them...but they're just comin' at you...so you have to change them. Is your head driving you nuts? Your thoughts going around in circles? Is your Mind controlling you instead of you knowing your Mind and becoming friends with it? Is there a thought you are unconscious to (zombie/unconscious) that is needing your attention?
(plus I've had some beer - I'm in Mexico - didn't drink beer in Canada! that was an aside...)