I don't know if it's right. Some of it sounds right. THe part about feeling like everyone els eis xerperincing life except me. That sounds like how I feel. I don't know if I believe in dream interpretation. Most of my dreams are totally random and chaotic.
I really really want to be someone better than who I am but I have noone. I have no friends. 0. And I just feel so depressed, like even if I do make myself better, accomplish my dreams, I will have noone to enjoy better times with. I am alone, for so long now, and it's terrible. I might make friends along the way, but if I do they'd only be friends who join up with people when they're doing better, like when people win the lottery and suddenly people surround them..it doesn't mean anything those kind of friends. anyway, thanks for the thoughtful response. I don't believe i am my mind but I do believe I am my consciousness. I'm not sure whether the consciousness is a part of a higher being or just an accident of nature, but I guess I'll find out when I die.