I have a crush on a woman that I don't know.
(FYI-I'm gay-and so is she)
I know OF her from friends, and I see her occasionally
(she is a teacher at the same place where I am taking a french class, but she is not MY teacher).
Anyway, based on what I know of her I have developed this idea that she would be my 'ideal'. Silly, I know, and I'm no stalker. In fact, I am completely frozen by the idea of speaking to her....
So- that is all real life.
Last night I dreamed that I was living at home with my family, but not in any house that I know of (I am 35, have not lived at home for almost 20 years). In the dream, this woman came to my house unexpectedly to give me an assessment test to determine my level of french knowledge. I was MORTIFIED because my house was small and messy but also because she was there when I arrived and had been talking to my family members, whom I was very embarrassed by. I kept apologing to her for my house and my family.
I felt that she was a very educated and sophisticated woman, and my family was a bunch of hicks (they are/were farmers, so I do feel a bit of this in real life- probably part of my apprehension about meeting her has to do with my feeling I am beneath her in some way). Of course she was totally friendly and gracious, and I felt that I did well on the test she gave me.
After she left I took a bath. While I was sitting in the bathtub I noticed large numbers of green and tan liver stones (for those of you that aren't familiar with this, I've been doing the Liver Flushing as recommended on curezone, have gotten alot of these waxy stones out) So I guess in the dream this was symbolic of a purging of some kind. I scooped them out of the bathtub and held them in my hands and thought wow! glad those are out of me!