Thanks for your reply. I also get the 'What the **** is that' thing but find that this hurts me deeply - I guess I want to be accepted and 'normal'. The older I get however the more I see that I have my own path to follow and have to stand on my own and that this makes me stronger.
I have no idea when you talk of liver fluke parasites? I have always considered myself extremely lucky that I am fit with no health concerns. However my reason for needing the clean up is because of depression and the fact that I have become so sensitive to others' critisism etc. I am hoping that a clean up will help me to get over my fears and move forward.