Millie,
Beats me why you are in here reading any of this either. Your mind is closed & needs no advice on anything apparently. If you want help, you have to open up to it and view your world in a new way, instead of using what got you here in the first place.
Try this one on for size. You get what you look for. See rubbish, get rubbish. See wisdom, get wisdom. See ignorance, get ignorance. See disease, get disease. See health get health. You are an example of what Andreas is talking about. Seperate. Learn what God is, and learn what you truly are Angel
Take Care,
Gaylen