Yes that is why I started flushing. I figured it would be more dangerous to have surgery. Then, if the flush did not work, I always could do the surgery.
Actually my fear is more of anesthesia, I wish they could do it with a local or an epidural.
On the other hand I prefer to keep my organs since they are there for a reason. I looked for that message from, I think, Nona, may be I should check under Mona. I once found it back for someone else, but this time I could not.