thanks
i am not tryign to play drama queen and don't mean to soudn liek i have *hurt feeligns * type thing.
i don't.
the y fac tis yemaya right now, unfortueley i a have been pushed itno havging til wednesday teh 19th to file bankruppcy cause i am beign very much pushe dinto it by a camppany.
thisis a ahrd decion fo rme.. esp sinc emos tof the debt i have was from tryign to help soem oen out tha tdi dnto keep ther agreemetn with me/ and then loos of aa bi tof incoem ihad from my ex for bookkeepign work. sicne that compny stopped .
as you knwo i can barel y go out side aroudn otehr folsk much leess dela with ahvign teo speak with compelt estsrgner face to face
adn it is snowign and ice cols and soem of our pipe sahve frozen up still again and i ahve nto been able to wash myclotehs becaus eof it and or take a shower csue it is ic e col sd hree. and our car is still borke down/ so tehre are alot of extemem factoers goign on with me rightnow.. to try to fidn soemthign clean to wear to geta shwo we rand look hafl way decen t / to try to fidn soemoen taht will work with me on filign within the short teim fram i was givne adn to ge tmysle fhtere in freezign icy weather.. and then to deal with my persoanl issue sof havign to inpublic aroudn stnagrers..
i am in serious emotional teurmoil about allthis bu ttryign to get my paper s to geterh to amek it as most tiem effient a situtiaon as possible..
adn em barassign fo rpeopel in tehis own t o probalby ahve to coem ehre and see hwo we liv ei goign to be harder..
you knwio the no hea and preety nil pumbign etc. stuff..
i am respondign to you yemaya caus ei kwno that (i belive we do anyhow)
as with many others her eon teh forum..
that youshare a similarity of thgout wit hme about tryign to amintain positive thoguths and etc..
i would sincerely grate fully appreciste any good vibe s youcan sen dmy way .. tha ti get thru this without losign my emotional balbnce and tha tis reach a quick and easy end to this horrible situation tah ti am fidnign my self in/ and that it becoem a positive outcoem in my life..
i woudl really apprecitate that greatly.
so if you don't see me postign .. it is becsue i MUST focus on tehi with in the next 2 weeks to organise amd be prepared for this legal issue 8(
*smile )
and after tha ti will address the postign problems .. sin ceso may ppeople do seem toahve a problem with itan di can understand that..t o only post when i can wirhte ita nd coorect it on my notebook...
it seems teh rigth wa y to go about that..tehn i don't have to anseer endless questions about my typos and others can read and understand , and no one feel sthey ahve to defend me.. eitehr 8)
i knwo youunderstand wha ti mean.. 8)
i am jsut tryign to fidn teh right resolutions for a whoel mee sof thigns ongoign at once.. and it is a har dtiem fo rme..
apprecite any good thoguts yousne dmy way 8)
Ami Joi Benton