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I also have been studying how strong emotions can 'lodge' in the intestines with the food, then when the food is later cleared up you will experience those emotions again with their original charge... then they will pass with the bowel movement that passes the old, 'charged' food. That's a quick version, but sounds intereting, and is in line with ancient medicinal beliefs...
I agree with Kevin about the zoloft... and also with you about the gradual path. It is a long journey towards health, but an exciting one!
Something you might consider.... I take a natural supplement of lithium aspartate daily. It is a very mild dose, and has enabled me to be drug-free.... it just gives me a clear space from where i can learn to change my behaviors.... anyway, you can search for stories about it here on curezone, and also you can read about it here:
http://www.tahoma-clinic.com/lithium1.shtml
I am very happy to have found it. The above link does not speak directly about my condition (bi-polar) but i felt intuitively it would help, and it has been a miracle.
I definitely believe that doing these cleanses will clear at least some of this up for us. Keep me posted on what is going on... i have really enjoyed hearing from you! Blessings and best wishes!!!!!!