Re: Monique

Hi Lapis!

Im so glad I found you here, Im in deep trouble.

My name is Monika and I live in Sweden. When I was 16-18 I lived in a very bad relationship with this dude, and I did understand it until it was over. I had lived under huge mental stress, lots of arguing, bad eating-carbs sugar, junk (comfort food), birth control pills. I started to develop hives on my scalp, and as time passed the hives spread to my face, arms and legs. And I started to get drunk whenever I ate sugar. I found a natural health care practitioner that diagnosed mw with candida. So I started with diet and supplements and started go get better. WHen candida was gone I began to eat normally, and had a candida flare up. This was maybe last summer. So I started to get back on track and started to supplement with tons of pills to get rid of the candida, so I intoxicated my liver and hurt my small intestine. I couldnt eat for 3 months because.
So this january I got rid of candida again, but since I have leaky gut and a overwhelmed liver the candida just came back anc back.
I found askshelley.com and started to do enemas. They made me feel great! I overdid them and finally did an ACV enema. After that I had an inflammation in my colon, slight cramping. That never went away. And this summer things got really really bad, I have developed diverticulosis and it is extremly painful
The DV is thanks to too many enemas, and lack of good gut flora.
Right now Im on a parasite cleanse, humaworm.

The last years of my life have been an anti-candida, leaky gut roller coaster, resulting in an overwhelmed liver and now diverticulosis.
I have bought Bernard Jensen s book about bowel care, I really need to reverse this condition but I don't know how to start. I still have lots of candida that never seems to go away.

I don't know what to eat, so I eat veru little. I don't dare to introduce fibers in my diet, Im scared to aggravate the burning in my colon or get constipated.


I am very very stressed because of my health condition. Right now Im in law school and I dont know If I will be able to manage it while in this condition.
I don't have any silver fillings in my mouth, but a hairanalysis test revealed mineral deficiences such as zink, calcium, potassium, you name it.
I have been on the anti candida diet for too long now and therefore I have many mineral/vitam defciences.

I am so scared to die or have to undergo surgery and poop in a bag, oh my god, noo! :(

Hod did you cure yourself? You mentioned colonics, well I thought of colemas maybe. I did an enema some day ago, but I did'nt feel any relief.

Im so tired of this, tired of life. I haven't "lived" for so many years.
I read all the posts in the DV forum over and over again and saw people discussing surgery and no surgery.

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