I would look for God (whatever name you want to call Him/Her) inside of you. You wont find God in any form of religion, though all religions point towards God in one way or another.
A Reiki massage- of all things-- woke me up to the fact that Gods' Spirit is IN us. During that Reiki Massage, I felt like a little baby bird shielded under His Wings. Even the Reiki Master felt God touch her as well as me. Both of our eyes were in tears after the massage was over as we both realized a Higher Power was taking charge of that massage.
Driving home from that massage, I was beside myself. Even rude drivers butting in front of my car didnt get me mad-- I felt under control of His Spirit inside of me. God is always there, but we just dont' notice. Sort of like how the Sun is always shining, but we are too preoccupied to pay attention.