Ya know, when I was in grad school my professor for Neuropsychology told us that if we continue to *evolve* as we have been and over-use our logical, thinking brain that at some point our frontal lobes would grow so large that the weight of our heads would snap our necks!
You're missing out on a whole aspect of your being. The conceptual mind is a useful tool, but it has its limitations. The TRUE mind is where the real understanding comes from...including embracing the Oneness of everything. The conceptual mind divides everything into this or that and thinks, rationalizes, analyzes and sees contradictions where none exist. The TRUE mind has no problem with paradox and simply KNOWS.
Your 'still, small voice' is screaming to come out and play!