I don't think there would be anything that isn't anger centered coming from johnny. The anger radiates from all his messages. Though I realize this will make him very angry, and for that I apologize ahead johnnyv, what he needs is your prayers. As I know myself undealt with emoions are physically distructive. His health is at risk. It could be that he at the moment can no more fully define his anger (in presonal terms) now then I could a yr ago! Eileen, YOU know that you do not have hatred in your heart. And what's more important is that God knows! Let johnny fight his battles, perhaps they are leading him to some personal revalations!