You don't need to wait till you get to church to be saved , Do it right now while God is dealing with you ,Don't wait another second, right where you are at this moment, ask GOD's forgiveness and ask Jesus to come into your heart,beleive that its done,and its done, your sins are forgiven and forgotten.
You have a brand new start,born again, wonderful, a new creature, a child of GOD,
He will be your Father and you his child.
Talk with him ,ask him to guide you, find some one to share your experence with , read his word. i like the book of John, to start with,thank Him, and get ready because things are going to change for you, (PRAISE GOD)for you
You will still be tempted, BUT you now have the Powers of Heaven,to call up on.
If you have any thing you want to ask, this board is great .Ive read some wonderful warm post by real saints on this board. GOD BLESS YOU and Welcome Home.