You need to take care of body, mind and spirit:
I would detox and go on MH forum and follow his health program. You cannot think straight if you are not well. Fast for 3 days on fresh sweezed orange juice and distilled water. Then go one month on fruits (mainly citrus) and nuts, juicing as much as you can. Eat all you want. Plant a herb garden this spring...get out in the yard and walk barefoot in the grass and soil as much as possible. NO NOT HAVE SEX AND DO NOT HAVE ANY MALE TOUCH YOU IN ANY FAMILIER WAY. Your body is the LORD'S. Search the scriptures and find out.
Mind: Exercise 15 minutes per day, read the Bible 15 minutes per day, read a good positive instructive book (like how to plant an herb garden) 15 minutes per day, you can break this up throughout the day. Talk and be around positive christian born again believers (no fakers, lots of people call themselves christians). DO NOT WATCH TV OR LISTEN TO THE RADIO OR ANY NEGATIVE MUSIC FOR ONE MONTH. DO NOT GO TO ANY NEGATIVE SIGHTS ON THE INTERNET.
Spirit: pray 15 minutes per day, meditate on God's Word morning and night.
Keep males only as friends. There is nowhere in the Bible where we are to DATE. There is only commitment and then marriage to the one who we are committed to.
THIS WILL SAVE YOU MENTALLY...and physically.
After one month if you feel better keep up with the above and follow the MH detox formula.