I know all about bible and have read it completely and i knew ur story as well.I guess im not lookin for an answer but a reassuarnace that god is there.My hear believes god is present but i cant seem to take in all the misery he allows in earth.i mean for all the tears i cried he should hve done something for me.He doesnt even care and what about all the others who are in pain and suffering.i dont know any such stories personally but if i live like this there must be millions of others who have many problems.
Im really wondering...is god there?I guess ill have to live it through myself and try to discover god in me.I guess if i was a little happy i would say --ha god did this for me--and true there are days like tht.
I thnk god for all the things however small he has done for me and i pray u pray for me as well.
well hes been kind to me in a lot of ways,i guess.
but i guess only time will tell the real me and which way i turn.
I want to be in God but it seems impossible the situation im in.