I read your post and that really sucks! I'm sorry to hear about your bad experience. I had my GB removed 3wks ago, and so far everything is okay. I was really afraid of possible complications, almost to the point that I considered very seriously cancelling the surgery. I think once all is said and done and you feel better (which you will -just be patient) You might be glad you did it. The first week or so after surgery was hell for me, I cried everyday -so I can't even imagine what you are going through. There are a few postings here from people who had the same thing happen to them, and they said they did get better, so don't despair! :) My heart goes out to you and I wish you all the best.