Most people need to avoid letting power run their lives. The Lord understands that each of us have special needs (I am a Christian and love God VVVVEEERY MUCH, He is not just my savior, but Father to the fatherless, and my hero). Adam and Eve ate of the tree of conscience, and conscience means for self to be AWARE CONSCIOUS of wrongdoing). There is much more to be known about God than is commonly taught "...DEPTHS of God" (1 Corinthians 2:10). You have wisdom in your heart, it is part and parcel of your love. God understands each of us have grown up with different experiences.