a poem i wrote for a friend

hey- i have a few friends who struggle with eating disorders and last year i wrote this for one of them.. s'kinda corny but ;) deal wit it

the misery of waiting
lies crumbling within
tasting every breath
counted as a sin

momentarily awaiting
for the evil thats adourned
in brigth smells and colors
really calories to burn

that world is so much bigger
then all who look in are aware
not just contaning those who lay famished and gaunt
but any friend who decides to care

ask one stupid question
scream because i cry
i know u think ur on ur side
hows that if ur trying to die?

there is a life awaiting u
after the sucky parts done
dont think anyones abandoning you
til this battles won

everyday i cry for u
ask God why He needed u
out of all those other colorless people
who im not bonded to

what will i have to say
to get u to trust me again
to believe me over ur stupid voice
who time and time again wins

im sorry for letting u fall into this
for letting it get so bad
im sorry for being weak
when i was all u had

please dont hurt anymore
because it hurts me to c u pained
i see where u r blinded
theres so much future for u to gain

please accept the body
G-d gave u to take care of
and know that no matter what ur image
ull always have my luv


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