Kudos to you for realizing that you deserved better! I have many friends who still make lots of money by stripping, but they are still suffering from emotional problems no matter what amount of money they make. All of them have said they want to 'get out', but cannot let go of the attachment to the lifestyle that money affords them. I am so glad you let it go. I am sure that the two Water Fasts are related. Both started you off on a new foot, entered you into a new life. It's excellent that this latest path will be good for both your physical and mental well being.