I am so sorry to hear that you have been weighed down with herpes outbreaks recently. There are many things that you can do to get on top of these outbreaks and lots of support waiting for you if you need it.
I am so uncomfortable and tormented by HSV2 in mouth, that I don't know what to do anymore.
Are the outbreaks deep inside the mouth (e.g. in the throat) or are they cold sores on the lip line, gum area, etc?
One product that is very successful in healing HSV-1 & 2 outbreaks rapidly (as well as helping to reduce recurrences) is Dynamiclear. Read information at www.dynamiclear.com
This product should not be digested in large quantities and it is a topical application (applied externally only). Applied according to the directions, you can use Choraphor to treat outbreaks on the lips and mouth area as long as you can access and apply the solution using a q-tip
I need prayers for I believe God listens to prayers, day and night. Sometimes more people will be better for there will be some who can win God's mercy. Pls pray for me each and every day, as at night I can't sleep,too. Hopefully, someone on the other side of the world ( e.g. Europe and Asia )saw this and will be praying while it will be USA's night.
My thoughts and prayers are with you this evening... Try not to despair because everything will be okay!
The first thing to remember is that you are not alone, in some countries, up to one in five people are infected with this virus whether they know it or not. Generally, it is not life-threatening and has no long-term repercussions on one's general physical health.
If the outbreaks are getting you down physically, try the treatments that I mentioned above. They work very well for a lot of people.
I can't broadcast to church, as my pastor's wife said, not everyone knew of this illness will pray for me and keep it confidential, so I need help from those who knew how much I want to be healed.
Talking to others online can make a world of difference (and it's comforting to know that there are many people who are in exactly the same situation as you).
I don't want to die, but the pain is so much that a few times I even ask God to kill me. The reason I don't commit suicide is I felt I messed up God's workship---me, and I am too embarrassed to see Him empty handed. If now I am at my death bed, I can only said, sorry Lord, I messed up and bore no good fruit. Thanks.
Always remember that you are a loving, whole individual. No one else on the planet has the qualities that you have to offer. Herpes does not change all the good and wonderful things that make you 'you'. It has nothing to do with your intelligence, social habits, or bank account.