Re: I'm the only one..going it alone
Hi, 17975,
Im like you in a sense- but I rather it like this. I have one younger sister who is extreemly social- but I was always the quieter one and more introspective. She went her way with her friends, and never really included me- but that was fine with me.
I am heterosexual--but people have called me a lesbian just because I prefer to remain single and dont really even care to date anyone. As far as Im concerned, sex is over-rated and i can keep my mind entertained just enjoying everyday life!
what I do feel a need for though is- that even though I prefer to be alone, I also like to have the background "music" of people at times too . I do enjoy being in the company of people,- especially family-- and would hate to wake up one day being the only person alive in my community. I love hearing kids laughing and love going shopping in the Mall with all the energy of people having a good time. I guess I just dont like being in relationships where Im obligated to have to "check-in" and call all the time, or sign-on instant messengar while someone is waiting for me and then they get hurt if I'm too tired to chat online one night.