For 48 years, I tried to make sense out of this world. I tried to apply LOGIC to it, but found that the world doesn't work that way. The world doesn't make sense because, to human nature, logic is IRRELEVANT. I don't mean to proseletyze you or be condescending, but I've been down that road and feel that I should let you know that (hence, my name), if you are under the impression that it is possible to make sense out of life, you are on a journey of futility, at best. I know that it is not just the accomplishment of "figuring it out" that is meaningful to us, the adventure/suspense of the journey is irresistible, but it is a perilous and uncomfortable journey and I wish to spare you the pitfalls because you can feel so uncomfortable being in this world that you want to leave it (THAT is the danger).