You are not crazy at all. It's probably your inner voice telling you that there is more out there in regard to better health than you have been led to believe.
But, if you will go to the appropriate forum, you will gather a wealth of information about zappers, etc.
A word of warning....Don't try to learn too much on this website or you will become completely confused. Pick one topic and learn all you can and then move on to the next topic. Take baby steps and before you know it, you will be a pro.
The best thing you can do is begin a series of flushing---liver, colon, parasite. Go to those forums and click on "description" at the top of the page to learn what they are for and what you will gain from each flush/cleanse.