Feeling like a failure

So, I failed miserably again on my MC. And I'm feeling like a complete failure. Why is it that eventhough I want this with every part of me, but somehow that little evil thought of food will sneak into my head, and just make me give in??? I mean I truly understand what it is like to be addicted to some sort of drug. I mean I want this so bad, but it seems like no matter what my best intentions are, eventhough I'm not even really hungry I seem to give in, but I am not going to just give in though, tomorrow I am going to give it another shot, I feel like I'm preparing to go to battle with my mental food addiction. I hate this feeling of failure, knowing that I let it get the best of me. I know if I can get past the first 4 days I will be fine. So, if anyone has any suggestions on what helps them get through the first few days, I'd really appreciate it. I want to do some tat for this mental addiction I have with food, if anyone could has suggestions on some different phrases that I could use to apply to this situation, that would help a lot. I know that I need to do this, and see it through and I truly need and want this, but my mental addiction keeps sabatoging me everytime... Please help Tweet