Hi, I'm sorry to hear of your symptoms. I have a brain injury and I know how terrifying it can be. I sometimes need to plan the steps of a task before attempting the task, too. That is a common symptom of brain injury.
Your symptoms may be caused by a brain injury...or your brain symptoms may be symptoms of some other condition. I don't know.
Have you ever played contact sport that involved impact to the body or the head? I'm wondering if you have ever been knocked out or had concussion. Or multiple concussions....
- Keep seeing doctors and looking for answers/don't give up.
- If you want, you could read my thread "brain injury - treatments that helped me", here in this same forum. There may be some helpful suggestions, there; some easy treatments you could try.
You are welcome to PM me. I don't know what your condition is but I hope you will soon get a diagnosis and treatment, and that things will improve.