come back any time and finish. i know what its like. these things can be overwhelming. i have lots of energy and lots of patience. im being called a demon because of it but then, if thats all this was, and all of these good folk here are true believers, then how am i still here? where is your power? where is your authority? i am doing what the daystar rising in my heart is telling me to do. what are the rest of you doing? why be a satan to me? some past indiscretion? is there something anyone cant forgive me of?