You can buy a 1lb bag of it from piping rock for 6 something and shipping. They have pills too. Their prices are great. Wonder if your situation could be bacterial like mine. Sounds like it's Def spread to your brain. I had the same crazy dreams too. Now I can barely sleep at all. I used to get burning nerve pain through my head, arms, and legs a sign the bacteria had spread to my nervous system and was damaging all the nerves. The reason the bacteria feeds off of the nerves is because it's composed of myelin which is made up of sterols which is sweet food for the bacteria. I do believe this bacteria causes diabetes. It has destroyed a lot of the nerves in my body. Not be gross but I have no feeling in my penis at all nor any sex drive it's dark brown and black looking and I'm Caucasian. T. Whipplei causes your skin to become darker even when your not in the sun at all.