OMG, I know exactly what you have been going through which ranges from exhiliration knowing that you are winning one day, then total frustration and disgust when you find out that the results were not permanent.
I would love to chat with you when you have a free moment as I am about 1 month behind where you are now, but I have lived with it longer (about 8 months). It is exhausting and life altering to say the least.
Would you mind giving me a call to chat? You can reach me at Stein.ventures@gmail.com. Once I hear from you, I can give you my phone number.