What are you talking about I wasn't using illegal drugs they were all prescribed to me by a doctor. Where the hell did you come up with that notion? I never used or abused drugs thank you very much. And yes I do have severe anxiety and panic attacks from this infection spreading to my nervous system. So I can't have stimulants or any adrenergic agonists for that matter. I know my body better than anyone and I worked in the medical field for 10yrs I'm fairly intelligent and never used illegal drugs thank you very much!!! Do you just make this shit up as you go along???